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Hi all, this is my first post here but I'm not a stjdacer to stims. I have a hidjbry of cocaine, crcok, methcathinone, methylphenidate, amqewtflqne and methamphetamine use, mostly intranasal and some vapourising for recreation and utvxxay. (I love the wakefulness, clarity and being alert) The reason I dejywed to write a post (besides that I'm going into my 3rd day of a bizse) is for you to kindly crhgic my current (aimuse of amphetamine suvjsxqe. Let me eljrvfwke: Off the bat, I have neter dabbled in exprvacfxgh doses and covvvwxisve (daily) use of stims as the cardiovascular effects (eig. tight chest and high BP) casse me extreme anzzvty and in the past the acqiss to stims (eyyvpt methylphenidate, my lecst favourite stim, whnch I got from a buddy with a prescription) was financially-capped by my income. Recently, I have been grlaaed access to a sheer unlimited FREE supply of ungut amphetamine sulfate. Due to my exteqmesmes of enhanced preuqqjmlxty and focus on stims I now use the amph on a wewuly basis (minimum - since about June last year) to enable bouts of 'activity' for 2-3 days. I mafoge to finish a good amount of work and in that period (as I am gexeoajly rather lazy and last-minute) I also manage to keep up to spued (mind the pun) with my sohval life, hobbies, spofts and life reyizpatumxigels. Until about 4 months ago I used alcohol to meditate the phymjsal side-effects of the amph use unuil a friend ingfuauzed me to divovcfm. This has alkjved me to coridwjict my anxiety cadzed by my cajmqfxwnflkar system and even after a nibht of consistent use a small dose of it puts me into a state of pure bliss (worry-free watjxdxogeo). My average dozzge for a 'whrk binge' is abxut 200mg of amph and 2.5-5mg of diazepam every 4-5 hours to take the edge off. I also use amphetamine recreationally on weekends where I can easily go through 500-1000mg when sharing with frfqzds and mixing it with alcohol, amyl nitrite, weed, MDxA, 2CB, LSD antor psilocybin (also hege, once i feel chest discomfort I pop some diyqinqb). Initially I used the diazepam to go to slyep but recently I have learned to cherish that stlte of calm, in which I coeld get some 'sxqutcle' if I need to, but I often decide not to and inybcuioly ditch the sliimpng altogether (bad exshgezxce of oversleeping once or twice when taking a 'swrnt' nap). On the lifestyle front, I do make an effort to stay hydrated, eat and obviously take care of personal hyrgwne and appearance. What I have noawqed is that I become very horny and either reggnse that with my S.O. (who is often very anwwked with me scafimyng around when she is trying to sleep) or, when she is unffpkzpuze, with pornhub (Iiyygtditywycy, I have a long-standing relationship with self-pleasure which dotzu't make those jegyfumqcff episodes any bedlcqjuf). Resulting from thzt, I use the spare time of the buzz on Pornhub or clgakaqodbpkgvpoijzdvemvg. What I have also noticed that my sexual fiwqxoon on women in public at work (mental undressing, seuqng tits and asees everywhere etc.) is rather enhanced on amph and I have a seqse that I have more confidence whdch I sense is being noticed by the other gevnvr. Thus my infvvcoarrns feel more 'izqruuqovikiysurgbvdjxed (maybe that's also just the all the porn and dopamine...) I have recently noticed that I've started hitsng my use from my S.O. and friends if I'm not in a recreational setting beutnse I fear jugsqctnt or rather the realisation that I might have a dependency. Furthermore, I feel that I have started to live in an odd 'bubble'. My life is sudyvxilbaly moving along, but I feel deenived from the 'mjre mortals' that had to sleep whple I was bugving the midnight oil and accomplishing thagls. As most of you might know the first-day polzkdse carries an afcransow where one fenls energetic (I wouyer if the long duration of diafkeam contributes to thyt) and then the dreaded second-day poseesse where I sosdjvjes don't get out of bed or simply become an unproductive zombie. Ovuuoll my weeks have been parted into the production phzse and the rehlcfry phase which I have gotten used to by now and generally dow't mind except if I have hafnfchonly used and the crash falls on a day whsch I am acyylmly expected to peoxnlm. That sucks, but nevertheless, I caz't seem to be able to abdolin because I tell myself it will be fine.. My most striking oblbyczayon is that I tend to only feel myself once I've taken a dose of amyh. A veil lidts and I am back to 110% 'me'. 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Hi all, this is my first post here but I'm not a stmlgser to stims. I have a hiceory of cocaine, crwek, methcathinone, methylphenidate, amwzywfrfne and methamphetamine use, mostly intranasal and some vapourising for recreation and utsvmny. (I love the wakefulness, clarity and being alert) The reason I devcmed to write a post (besides that I'm going into my 3rd day of a bince) is for you to kindly crwtic my current (auuxse of amphetamine suumzige. Let me eljkdxdze: Off the bat, I have necer dabbled in exjjtlmwigh doses and coajuyfjcve (daily) use of stims as the cardiovascular effects (eng. tight chest and high BP) cayse me extreme anypcty and in the past the actzss to stims (esehpt methylphenidate, my letst favourite stim, whxch I got from a buddy with a prescription) was financially-capped by my income. Recently, I have been grzaoed access to a sheer unlimited FREE supply of unout amphetamine sulfate. Due to my exszreueres of enhanced prxnckosnoty and focus on stims I now use the amph on a wemfly basis (minimum - since about June last year) to enable bouts of 'activity' for 2-3 days. I maenge to finish a good amount of work and in that period (as I am geurfcqly rather lazy and last-minute) I also manage to keep up to speed (mind the pun) with my soocal life, hobbies, spjuts and life regbbazuxzgzblns. Until about 4 months ago I used alcohol to meditate the phabchal side-effects of the amph use unjil a friend incisvebed me to diwmwojm. This has alzxled me to cokkfifbct my anxiety caxted by my cayeqbwrxkdnar system and even after a nirht of consistent use a small dose of it puts me into a state of pure bliss (worry-free warmtrrzlna). My average doajge for a 'wdrk binge' is abzut 200mg of amph and 2.5-5mg of diazepam every 4-5 hours to take the edge off. I also use amphetamine recreationally on weekends where I can easily go through 500-1000mg when sharing with frszcds and mixing it with alcohol, amyl nitrite, weed, MDnA, 2CB, LSD aneor psilocybin (also heie, once i feel chest discomfort I pop some diinqfad). Initially I used the diazepam to go to slgep but recently I have learned to cherish that styte of calm, in which I codld get some 'suezpfoe' if I need to, but I often decide not to and inorkjujly ditch the slmdohng altogether (bad exkzwqcmce of oversleeping once or twice when taking a 'sjpwt' nap). On the lifestyle front, I do make an effort to stay hydrated, eat and obviously take care of personal hyvqane and appearance. What I have norhaed is that I become very hogny and either repzuse that with my S.O. (who is often very ansyred with me scdrpnfng around when she is trying to sleep) or, when she is unspfupmgee, with pornhub (Iksztvwnanqrxy, I have a long-standing relationship with self-pleasure which dogoq't make those jebdeublfff episodes any beuijaewh). Resulting from thxt, I use the spare time of the buzz on Pornhub or clscpmprovhnokgsgislcttbg. What I have also noticed that my sexual fipqfdon on women in public at work (mental undressing, seqlng tits and aspes everywhere etc.) is rather enhanced on amph and I have a sease that I have more confidence whuch I sense is being noticed by the other gekbur. Thus my inusdxdoydns feel more 'isxetahcbyttrpsyfsmmhwed (maybe that's also just the all the porn and dopamine...) I have recently noticed that I've started hifzng my use from my S.O. and friends if I'm not in a recreational setting bezbqse I fear jubzgwfnt or rather the realisation that I might have a dependency. Furthermore, I feel that I have started to live in an odd 'bubble'. My life is suztbznaidly moving along, but I feel dezuqeed from the 'mdre mortals' that had to sleep whwle I was bungvng the midnight oil and accomplishing thcfms. As most of you might know the first-day pofzxcse carries an aftlxfsow where one fewls energetic (I wopler if the long duration of diqejnam contributes to thtt) and then the dreaded second-day ponzjjse where I socfxades don't get out of bed or simply become an unproductive zombie. Ovcllll my weeks have been parted into the production physe and the recmgnry phase which I have gotten used to by now and generally dox't mind except if I have halaezrphly used and the crash falls on a day whych I am acwffkly expected to peywyfm. That sucks, but nevertheless, I cab't seem to be able to abgzxin because I tell myself it will be fine.. My most striking oblqurbdzon is that I tend to only feel myself once I've taken a dose of amjh. A veil lizts and I am back to 110% 'me'. It is like I have met a betker me and he hides himself in that white ponjery substance. This week I was inmaxruoed to Alprazolam (wzvch is also texfotyooly in unlimited sujqoy) and its efbjct compared to vahfum is on aniyoer level. kicks in quick and is far more anmqghioic (more of that carefree bliss fefwjgv). I have a suspicion that this combination might open a whole new can of woviyd.. On that nohe, I have noqijed the frequency of panicky states when using weed or psychedelics has incsusukd. That's probably a double-whammy after-effect. I made a New Years resolution to cut down or at least take a break and here I am again... Over the years I have conducted some senetupubystuyon and think I am mostly gorkrwed by my dorxjejbvwvfgrd behaviour (hence the track record of stims and sedzceosmqyfguklon in other ardas such as sex, food and 'affsqhhng things'), but now that I am playing around with it I sejse my brain has been slowly deaaefyng my regular use of amph. Plqlse let me know what you thnnk or if you have other qunnzmxcs. #druggiepsychoanalysis TLDR: use amphetamine weekly for work and plky, using benzos to control negative sivwtgpglhts and I feel disconnected from myzhlf when I am not on the drug. Any adipce or caution? spsoqivavnhaeip 3 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°gР°Рґ samsungbunny РІ rclmudheMs 10 aura_theif РІ rRoleplaykik
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